Flowers For My Loving Father!!!!!!!
Today is 19 june 2011 and its Fathers Day once again.
My friends are busy writing letters,making beautiful cards and wrapping gifts but i've no letters to write,no Happy Fathers Day cards to make and no gifts to wrap. How i wish to hold those colorful pencil and write a letter to my father? How i wish to atleast stand in front of my father and see him smile as I hug and wish him, "Happy Fathers Day Dad"?
In fact i've never wished my father on Fathers Day even once in my life. My father left me before i was old enough to understand the meaning of Fathers Day. I was barely 7 years old when daddy suddenly left for his heavenly abode. He didnt even give us a chance to bid goodbye to him. It was all too sudden. One moment.... he was gone... One moment we were all laughing and praying together and the next morning i heard my mom screaming and shouting and calling my fathers name. Perplexed and confused I moved towards my fathers lifeless body.. My father had died in his sleep.
It was very hard to recover from the shock of my fathers dead. As a result I grew up very angry at God for taking my father so early from my life.. Friends and relative tried to comfort by saying God needed my father more than we do but i too needed my daddy in my Life( he is mine )...
But as time passed God has healed my wounds and pains and Im no longer angry at him. I stil miss daddy but Im happy at the thought that even though God took away my dad, He had blessed of with another four more daddy in my life. God has blessed me with a loving step father who loves of more than himself. Then there is may uncle(my fathers elder brother) whom i believe is the best person in this whole wide world. His love, care and protection for us is beyond words for me to describe. I'll always remain indebted to him. Next is my loving Grandfather with whom I've spent the best years of my life. They will always remain very special to me. Last but not the least is God, our loving father himself who has never left even a single moment of my life alone even though I've repeatedly disappointed him.....
As I write this... I've noticed, that my friends..... they have completed making and wrapping their cards and gifts. And They cant wait to see their father....!!! As for me i cant wait for my winter vacation..! I'll not forget to take bunches of flowers for my Loving Dad when i get back to my Hometown.!.! And as soon as i reached my Home I'll go to my fathers grave, and place the flowers on his tomb stone and say "Happy Belated Fathers Day Dad. I'll forever love you...."
missing you
DAD!!!!!!!!!:'(:-(
